Sunday, January 14, 2007
identity crisis
ok...i think i'm getting paranoid...or izzit tat i'm thinking too much already? i'm actually having identity crisis here?? who am i right now? a student? not really... a working adult? not really.... a teenager? not really...a xiao mei? too young for tat... a xiao jie? too old for tat...ahhh...so confusing...maybe i hate to admit i'm getting older...alright u may find me ridiculous to think 18 (actually going to turn 19 tis yr...yikes!) is old...but it's tat i dun behave like one...i'm still a kid lahz...hahahz...can u imagine the feeling of being somebody u're not? everyday i wear office clothes, high heels walking on the streets (it's really not me...i'm a casual lehz...)...i dun look like a fresh jc grad at all...i dun look like a student...which makes me feel weird...hahaz...probably u can only find the 'youth atmosphere' in schs...probably i'm not used to the working society environment...but hehehehz...putting in practical terms...it's all abt money & experience...so all tis will come naturally afterall...i'm juz thinking too much...hahas usual...wanna update abt my job...ermz...my workload increased this week...did more data logging & issue checks...so scary lahz...cos cnt make mistake while writing the check or else the check will be wasted and i've to key everything again...but i learn more things too...so no regrets or complains lahz...oh ya...i sat a new place...it's even more enclosed & personal...not bad lahz...hahaz...but i realised the office politics are getting interesting... there are really some bad relationships going on in the office...i began to understand who the gals are gossiping abt...cos i almost knew everyone's names in the office...of cos...i keep my mouth shut lahz...i juz listen & laugh lohz...oh ya...i almost eat packed lunch everyday in the office...it's super cheap lahz...cos got many dishes...and delicious...(prob i'm hungry...hehez...get too hungry easily liaoz...)i've a good news!!! i'm a freelance part time tuition teacher! yeah! but i got one student onli...hehez...it's recommended by my mum...i'm teaching my mum's fren's daughter chinese...shld be my forte lahz...actually last dec i got this offer liaoz...but i thought the mother didnt wan the tuition liaoz...but suprisingly she called me last week...we talked and she hoped tat i can help her daughter to regain her interest in chinese and excel in it...hmmmz...seems to be an interesting yet challenging case...so i decided to give it a try...i gave voluntary tuition before...so hope i can handle a sec 2 gal well...hehez....YEAH! went kboxing with ong ytd at hougang...had a super great time lohz...actually i'm a bit sick but i cnt miss tis singing session cos i wan to relax mahz...i enjoyed myself very much cos i managed to sing all the songs i've written on my song lists...hehez...later on ong & i went to hougang mall to see mediacorp artistes...they are having a roadshow to promote their dramas...i saw felicia chin, shaun chen, adam chen, project superstar alumni, qi yu wu (shuai!), jeanette aw, huang wenyong, lin meijiao, ann kok and some more lahz...it's quite crowded lehz...being short hor...i've to tip toe to see clearly...haiz...yikes...it'll be more scary if it's Fei Lun Hai's autograph session...too too too packed i guess... last stop was comic shop...very long neva go liaoz...so went to borrow some comics...die...now i'm thinking when i can return the books...cos i'm too busy to go back there liaoz...hohohoho...it's drama reviews again...this week only can review one...cos i only completed one...hehez...4) E Zuo Ju Zhi Wen (It started with a kiss)----Starring Zheng Yuan Chang, Ariel Lin Yi Chen, Wang Dong Chen (Da Dong)Mini summary: The story started when the F class gal, Xiangqin (Ariel), falls for the A class genius, Zhi Shu (ZYC) ,by love at first sight...after having a crush on him for 2 yrs, Xiangqin decided to confess her feelings for Zhi Shu but was later rejected...even worse...Xiangqin's house collapsed due to an earthquake...unexpectedly...the new house she's going to stay in is Zhi Shu's house! Zhi Shu's cool & cold attitude VS Xiangqin's adorable cute foolishness & kind heart...5 yrs of laughter, joy and tearsThoughts: i was quite shocked actually...cos the storyline is quite different from the jap version i've watched...similarity onli 30%...but still...i think the story and cast are not bad...but i juz feel tat taiwan version Zhi Shu is not cold hearted enough...but i'm impressed with Da Dong's portrayal of Ah Jin, a boy tat had a crush on the lead gal, Xiangqin, for total 5 yrs...he's super cute & loyal in the show...hahaz...as for Zheng Yuan Chang...he's really shuai & cool...i dun really like Ariel Lin at first...but she's cute & naive in the show...so she's not bad lahz...abt the soundtracks...worth listening...very nice very nice... esp 'Say U Love Me' by Jason & LaraRating: 3.8/5 i'm currently watching a rather old korean drama...cos i bet many ppl watched liaoz...except me...hehez...it's 'Full House'...it's really very nice cos i like the bickering parts...but watching all these romance dramas...juz dunno why the female leads muz always fall in love with the male leads first? and hor... why muz the female leads have to sacrifice a lot to let the male leads realise who they love? dun tell me guys are always so block-head mehz? hahaz... wanna recommend a manga i'm currently reading...i think it's super nice...it's called 'Gakkou No Ojikan' by Mimi Tajima....it's abt sch life romance...if u're finding any new titles to read or u're into romance girl comics...this is the one for u....hehezahhh...i think i type too many words lahz...but no choice cos i onli got time to blog once a week...hehez...so can take ur time to read slowly & also tag too...see ya next week....:P
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